sorry for not updating peeps!!!super busy these few days, i guess my life's getting better now.....muahahahaha!!!!come on man!! finalist for the whole subang secondary student dancers baby!!! by professional judges......JUICY'S MADE IT!! (tiffany, adele, sook wai and i)
teacher came to me and hug me, she said we make her proud!!!!YEAH MAN!!!! we love you PN.ROSE CHAI!!!! she's so cute!!!! there's one more haha!!!! school's discipline teacher as well!!!! PN.TAM PEK NGOH!!!!!hahahahahaha!!!!!imagine that!!!! she said we got standard lol......and even call us to teach her how to make her tummy flatter.......saw them clapping hands so many times while performing!!!!super supportive!!! love you!!!!
and for juicy's supporters!!! thank you so much!!! for screaming your heads off!!! LOVE YOUR VOICES=DDD....for those who watch our performance.....my very dear friends.....and also held those banners that i make=D
~Cassandra~
~Andrea~
~Jia Shin~
~Jessica~
~Shermaine~
~Airin~
~Lyn~
~Wan Yee~
~Picky~
~Huisien~
~Cassidy~ (dada)
~Darren Khoo~
~Jason Teh~
~Derrick khoo~
~Andrew~
~Sam~
~Yuan Ming~
~Billy~
~Xin Lei~
~Guan Kiat~
~Bonnie~
~Lisha~
~Maureen~
~xueli~
~Kenny Lee~
~Yee Mae~
~Adam Joe~
~Alfi~(he yell his head off too k!!!)THANKS FI!!!!
PIGGY RECORD CREW!!!(JUICY'S LOVES YOU!!!!)
~Wyman (team manager lol)
~Othniel~
~Ming Feng~
~Darren~(you're awesome k!!!! don't give up!!!!)
~Jason~
~Adrian~
gonna start practising soon.....or else our piggy records manager will kill us=D......we'll try our best to make it better.......synchronize it......pictures and video's will update sooner.....nites!!!!!
xoxo!!!
Monday, June 30, 2008
top 5 baby!!!
Friday, June 27, 2008
TALENT QUEST!! SEMI-FINALS
HI PEEPS!!!!! sorry for not updating....if you're reading this please support JUICY'S!!! HAHA!! (tiffany, adele, sook wai and i)
Date: 28th JUNE 2008
Time: 3p.m~6p.m
Venue: Sunway Pyramid (old wing!)
Landmark: Opposite money changer/ Seng Heng, Near by digi, Memory lane, Giant.....(floor: LG2)
see ya!!! better hurry!!!
so that anyone like you!!!! yeah you!!!
get a good placing to watch and sit!!!
Date: 28th JUNE 2008
Time: 3p.m~6p.m
Venue: Sunway Pyramid (old wing!)
Landmark: Opposite money changer/ Seng Heng, Near by digi, Memory lane, Giant.....(floor: LG2)
see ya!!! better hurry!!!
so that anyone like you!!!! yeah you!!!
get a good placing to watch and sit!!!
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
MY SIM CARD'S GONE!!!
i brought my phone to school, and then after that, i realised my phone disappeared after school, GONE!!!! i was so upset,trying not to cry in front of so many people....i was so damn pissed, i called up all the guys in the canteen.......I'm not worrying about my phone....its my Sim card that matters......all my contact numbers and of course my messages.....all those memories is in there......gone......=((.......i cried like hell at home.... still can't stop crying......its a start all over thing man....shiet.......
the messages that i kept, in my Sim card until now its about a guy who's trying to chase after me 2 years ago.....lol it took him more than 3 months to get me, his promises, sweet words.......and its all in my Sim!! that's right!!! its him alright......there's 30 messages in there!! i still remember.... =(....cos i read it every night haha!!!
then after that, SOMEONE......i wonder who?? gave my phone to Andrew, then he pass it back to me......my phone but not my SIM!!!.......
SYAUQI, my dear primary friend still trying to find out who did it......thankz qi.....
the worst thing ever!!! my songs all gone!!!!ended up all weird songs......their contact number is in my phone.....my pictures!!!GONE!!!!....AND MESSAGES IN MY PHONE TOO!!!! even my theme its gone!!!!=(((.......imagine that.....i have to start all over again.......ew-ness...... they plan to use my phone!!!!
i would like to thank you....ANDREW, my dear friend....if it wasn't you......i wouldn't get it back.....everyone say I'm lucky to have my phone back.....
its like a new start...=(
I MISS YOU BABY SIM CARD!!!!!
MUAH!!!! I HOPE YOU'LL MISS ME TOO!!!!
=((( bye bye *sniff* *sniff*
the messages that i kept, in my Sim card until now its about a guy who's trying to chase after me 2 years ago.....lol it took him more than 3 months to get me, his promises, sweet words.......and its all in my Sim!! that's right!!! its him alright......there's 30 messages in there!! i still remember.... =(....cos i read it every night haha!!!
then after that, SOMEONE......i wonder who?? gave my phone to Andrew, then he pass it back to me......my phone but not my SIM!!!.......
SYAUQI, my dear primary friend still trying to find out who did it......thankz qi.....
the worst thing ever!!! my songs all gone!!!!ended up all weird songs......their contact number is in my phone.....my pictures!!!GONE!!!!....AND MESSAGES IN MY PHONE TOO!!!! even my theme its gone!!!!=(((.......imagine that.....i have to start all over again.......ew-ness...... they plan to use my phone!!!!
i would like to thank you....ANDREW, my dear friend....if it wasn't you......i wouldn't get it back.....everyone say I'm lucky to have my phone back.....
its like a new start...=(
I MISS YOU BABY SIM CARD!!!!!
MUAH!!!! I HOPE YOU'LL MISS ME TOO!!!!
=((( bye bye *sniff* *sniff*
Monday, June 23, 2008
apology accepted
well, atleast you admitted that you started it first and being rude first....also very sincere...finally....i'm fine with it and very cool with it now...about your friend who spam my blog, now you know the answer....don't be so confident next time....
as long as you've learn your lesson.....you're still very young.....my dear
apology accepted......whats over its over......all the best in life.......bye
as long as you've learn your lesson.....you're still very young.....my dear
apology accepted......whats over its over......all the best in life.......bye
(sorry for ss-ing lol) haha!!! i'm so so HAPPY and EXITED!!!! that my team get through after all we've been through!!!!!!!
TOP 10 BABY!!!!!
get to perform at sunway pyramid, its on saturday 3 to 6 p.m......supporters!!! come!!!!
i would like to thank my daddy(ALL THE WAY FROM HARTAMAS), picky!!! and a super hot girl!!!! i forget her name=((.......sorry!!! well they waited 6 hours for us hehe!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!! SPECIALLY YOU PICKY!!!
TOP 10 BABY!!!!!
get to perform at sunway pyramid, its on saturday 3 to 6 p.m......supporters!!! come!!!!
i would like to thank my daddy(ALL THE WAY FROM HARTAMAS), picky!!! and a super hot girl!!!! i forget her name=((.......sorry!!! well they waited 6 hours for us hehe!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!! SPECIALLY YOU PICKY!!!
(daddy!!!)cassidy gan vil colm!!!
(wai, darryl, mua, PICKY!, tiff!!!!!)
(practising!!!) well an old saying says practise makes perfect.....=D ITS TRUE!!!
congratulations to those who got in as well!!!.....no harm ei?? friends rite??
i'm very very upset as well!!!!
WYMAN, OTHNIEL AND JASON!!!DIDN'T GET IN!!!
THEY WE'RE AWESOME!!!! BUT YOU GUYS DON'T GIVE UP K!!! YOU GOT POTENTIALS!!!
CONGRATULATIONS DARREN AND JAMIE!!!!!
PIGGY RECORDS JUICY SUPPORT!! HAHA!!!=D
~yimei~muaxiez!!!
Friday, June 20, 2008
to small brain=) and dragon
haha!!! you're most welcome=) you must be so sarcastic...anyways small brain you're still an actress to me, you're like so under me, sorry i mean so so so so god damn under me......
the way you talk is like you want to fight=).....you want to fight??..I'm NOT gonna fight with you for a guy and complain=).......i'm gonna do it is because of your rude attitude.......specially to me.....
give up?? kiss my FUCKING ass please.....then why fight back?? i call you to keep your mouth SHUT.....its so obvious that you can't lose and want to fight back....i give you one more chance......respect your seniors.....
if you want to start again don't make me do it......is because you're NOTHING (unknown small fart) to me thats why i didn't bother at first.....now you make me again because you're trying to act big......thankz for starting it again=)..........
I've been very patient with you small fry=)
PEOPLE PEOPLE
DON'T MAKE HER SOUND SO "POPULAR"
SHE DIDN'T STEAL MY BOYFRIEND.....
YOU THINK SHE GOT THE POTENTIAL??SHE'S NOTHING
JUST THAT AFTER I BROKE UP WITH HIM
ONLY THEY FELL FOR EACH OTHER 2DAYS AFTER......*AW*
ALTHOUGH THEY KNOW EACH OTHER FOR 2 DAYS ONLY HAHA!!!
ANDREW if you're reading this i want you to know that I FUCKING HATE YOU AND YES!!! i'm moving on with my life without you.......
i know doing this will make you think i'm a bitch=)..but i don't care anymore.....THINK TWICE who started it and scold me after! because of someone complaining it to you.......i got my patience before.....but not anymore......
make sure you get out of my life and face.......
rihanna~ take a bow
the way you talk is like you want to fight=).....you want to fight??..I'm NOT gonna fight with you for a guy and complain=).......i'm gonna do it is because of your rude attitude.......specially to me.....
give up?? kiss my FUCKING ass please.....then why fight back?? i call you to keep your mouth SHUT.....its so obvious that you can't lose and want to fight back....i give you one more chance......respect your seniors.....
if you want to start again don't make me do it......is because you're NOTHING (unknown small fart) to me thats why i didn't bother at first.....now you make me again because you're trying to act big......thankz for starting it again=)..........
I've been very patient with you small fry=)
PEOPLE PEOPLE
DON'T MAKE HER SOUND SO "POPULAR"
SHE DIDN'T STEAL MY BOYFRIEND.....
YOU THINK SHE GOT THE POTENTIAL??SHE'S NOTHING
JUST THAT AFTER I BROKE UP WITH HIM
ONLY THEY FELL FOR EACH OTHER 2DAYS AFTER......*AW*
ALTHOUGH THEY KNOW EACH OTHER FOR 2 DAYS ONLY HAHA!!!
ANDREW if you're reading this i want you to know that I FUCKING HATE YOU AND YES!!! i'm moving on with my life without you.......
i know doing this will make you think i'm a bitch=)..but i don't care anymore.....THINK TWICE who started it and scold me after! because of someone complaining it to you.......i got my patience before.....but not anymore......
make sure you get out of my life and face.......
rihanna~ take a bow
(during klang's guy school performance=D)omg omg omg!!!!! OTHNIEL!!! I FINALLY BOUGHT IT HAHAHA!!!! my super "cool" hoodie=DDD although it took me a day after to get it=D.......
ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
Sunday!!! come SMK SUBANG UTAMA SS18!!! JUICY'S PERFORMING MUAHAHAHAHAH!!! and i'll be wearing my super "cool" hoodie=D......starts at 12.....only pay 2 bucks per-person to watch.....
well, we finally finish up our dance steps..lol......we simply created it......if you're curious then come watch!!!haha.......practise in tiff's house yesterday....i realise that i never spend time so much time with my friends before i love that feeling!!!! OH YEAH!! single life doesn't suck at all come on!!! you can do any shit u want baby!!!! THINK POSITIVE........although it took me 11 days to get over it...but who cares!!!! love yourself!!!
*PEACE*!!!
hardcore practise today!!! see you peeps on Sunday!!! AND GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO'S COMPETING!!!!
loves=) ~yimei~
ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
Sunday!!! come SMK SUBANG UTAMA SS18!!! JUICY'S PERFORMING MUAHAHAHAHAH!!! and i'll be wearing my super "cool" hoodie=D......starts at 12.....only pay 2 bucks per-person to watch.....
well, we finally finish up our dance steps..lol......we simply created it......if you're curious then come watch!!!haha.......practise in tiff's house yesterday....i realise that i never spend time so much time with my friends before i love that feeling!!!! OH YEAH!! single life doesn't suck at all come on!!! you can do any shit u want baby!!!! THINK POSITIVE........although it took me 11 days to get over it...but who cares!!!! love yourself!!!
*PEACE*!!!
hardcore practise today!!! see you peeps on Sunday!!! AND GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO'S COMPETING!!!!
loves=) ~yimei~
Thursday, June 19, 2008
MR.OTHNIEL
well, today i went out with my classmate after school, that's right!!!!MR.OTHNIEL...to make me stop thinking doing stupid stuffs......we ate lunch at wendy's and shop for Mr.wyman's present!!! once again....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WYMAN!!!!!
then we went shopping!!!! and talk some stuff *ngeh ngeh* after getting wyman's present......i know your little secret othniel!!! he's such a sweet guy lol....whoever's with othniel will be so damn lucky because he's so so so nice, can get bully easily, patient and a very humble guy....no one "teman" me shop that long before specially guys.....then i bump into kia siang, his girl friend and sow wei.......
we're suppose to play bowling while waiting for my sister to pick me up, from pyramid........but the receptionist say its full sad ei?? plus,i purposely bought a pair of sock to play bowling........=(((
so,we went window shopping!!! hahah!!! i bought 2 tops from forever 21 and booked a hoodie super girl jacket haha!!!! LOVE EM!!! still can't stop thinking bout the hoodie.....
after that to tiff's house!!! for our dance practice,with wai and adele as well.....audition is this Sunday and we're not prepared!!!......shit!!! but we'll try......so that's all for today!!!! overall was ok not a bad bad day....as long as i didn't think anything stupid..........
and tiff!!! i still owe u a big big present k!!! LOVE YOU!!!! MUAXIEZ!!!!!!!!!
~yimei~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WYMAN!!!!!
then we went shopping!!!! and talk some stuff *ngeh ngeh* after getting wyman's present......i know your little secret othniel!!! he's such a sweet guy lol....whoever's with othniel will be so damn lucky because he's so so so nice, can get bully easily, patient and a very humble guy....no one "teman" me shop that long before specially guys.....then i bump into kia siang, his girl friend and sow wei.......
we're suppose to play bowling while waiting for my sister to pick me up, from pyramid........but the receptionist say its full sad ei?? plus,i purposely bought a pair of sock to play bowling........=(((
so,we went window shopping!!! hahah!!! i bought 2 tops from forever 21 and booked a hoodie super girl jacket haha!!!! LOVE EM!!! still can't stop thinking bout the hoodie.....
after that to tiff's house!!! for our dance practice,with wai and adele as well.....audition is this Sunday and we're not prepared!!!......shit!!! but we'll try......so that's all for today!!!! overall was ok not a bad bad day....as long as i didn't think anything stupid..........
and tiff!!! i still owe u a big big present k!!! LOVE YOU!!!! MUAXIEZ!!!!!!!!!
~yimei~
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
whatever
so finally you're admitting that you started it and call me a bitch before?? and say you forget about you calling me a bitch??lol.....thats why you fight back??....right.......then why are you so sure about it and complain to him and say ooooooooooo....i bullied you........bla bla bla......said i called my friends to scold you and i started it......and keep defending yourself that you didn't call me a bitch.....
so finally you're admitting, WOW, is either your brain must be so small that you can't remember anythin at all or you're just acting=).....like what i said before nice try......
if you got guts to fight back,don't use guys........STAND UP for yourself!!
i told you b4.....i don't know who the hell you couple with ok.....cos i don't care and i didn't bother to remember his name or whoever he is!!!the fact is you did that!, please stop acting so innocent.....you seriously make me lose my entire temper......
i don't have to ask any of them because your ex boyfriend's close friend told me everythin!!
stop acting as if you're so hurt!!! i'm feeling 1000 times worst than you!!, you known his less than 10 days, and i known him since form 2!....
if you're sincerely saying sorry to me then stop your nonsense.....thank you!
so finally you're admitting, WOW, is either your brain must be so small that you can't remember anythin at all or you're just acting=).....like what i said before nice try......
if you got guts to fight back,don't use guys........STAND UP for yourself!!
i told you b4.....i don't know who the hell you couple with ok.....cos i don't care and i didn't bother to remember his name or whoever he is!!!the fact is you did that!, please stop acting so innocent.....you seriously make me lose my entire temper......
i don't have to ask any of them because your ex boyfriend's close friend told me everythin!!
stop acting as if you're so hurt!!! i'm feeling 1000 times worst than you!!, you known his less than 10 days, and i known him since form 2!....
if you're sincerely saying sorry to me then stop your nonsense.....thank you!
Monday, June 16, 2008
tiff and shermaine!!!!
well yesterday is their birthday (MISS JUICY's!!!!) party miss TIFF, 17th birthday and miss SHER,sweet 16th birthday at their place!!!!! which is very near my house!!! we're neighbours ei haha!!!......when i reached there everyone was shocked!!! lol seeing me so skinny.......i meant extra extra skinny.......after what happened......
over all, it was fun!!!! get to meet up with my girls espeacially, TIFF, SHERMAINE, WAI, ADELE, JIA SHIN, JESSICA, AIRIN, JOCELYN, WAN YEE and TJ!!! there's guys too....... they make me smile=).......TIFF and SHERMAINE!!! UR PARTY IS NEVER BORING K!!! THERE'S WORST!!! love ya!!!muax muax muax......
i sang songs at her place..karaoke baby!!...honestly speakin its my very first time singing in front of so many people.....felt very "kekok" and shy though........=DDD.....i hope is not that bad......then i sang tear drops of my guitar lol....ZHEN BON beat box while i'm singing i like it man!!!!!
love their cake!!!! love the birthday girl's dress, love the entertainment!!!! last but not least i love you all k!!! i'll steal pictures from you someday and post =D
loves~xoxo~yimei~
over all, it was fun!!!! get to meet up with my girls espeacially, TIFF, SHERMAINE, WAI, ADELE, JIA SHIN, JESSICA, AIRIN, JOCELYN, WAN YEE and TJ!!! there's guys too....... they make me smile=).......TIFF and SHERMAINE!!! UR PARTY IS NEVER BORING K!!! THERE'S WORST!!! love ya!!!muax muax muax......
i sang songs at her place..karaoke baby!!...honestly speakin its my very first time singing in front of so many people.....felt very "kekok" and shy though........=DDD.....i hope is not that bad......then i sang tear drops of my guitar lol....ZHEN BON beat box while i'm singing i like it man!!!!!
love their cake!!!! love the birthday girl's dress, love the entertainment!!!! last but not least i love you all k!!! i'll steal pictures from you someday and post =D
loves~xoxo~yimei~
You....do you remember me?? Like I remember you?? Do you spend your life going back in your mind to that time?? because I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own!!!!! and everyone can see that, I really fell and I'm going through hell thinking about you with somebody else!....
Tell me how??!! How could we go wrong?? It was so good and now it's gone!! And I pray at night that our paths will soon cross and what we had isn't lost because you're always right here in my thoughts....
remember that you'll always be in my life, even if I'm not in your life because you're in my memory....You, will you remember me??and before you set me free....
My dear, listen please.....Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you, Somebody dreams about you every single night, Somebody can't breath without you it's lonely, Somebody hopes someday you will see............
That Somebody's Me.....
Sunday, June 15, 2008
please
excuse me girl, i plan not to fight with you but i guess you make me no choice!!! please stop making me sound as if I'm a BITCH that i call my friends to scold you which is not true.....then complain to him and make him send hurtful messages to me.......are you happy now?? i didn't blame him for doing that because is not his fault....
first of all,i didn't call my friends to scold you, they wanted to do that i DID STOP THEM.....like i said please respect your seniors.....if you care for him, PLEASE TREAT HIM RIGHT FOR ME......
i don't know what are you thinking.......you're talking bout, we don't know the real story?? are you referring to yourself my dear?? do you know my part of my story?? well at least i found out things about you is true! what about you???.....what makes you say that I'm the one who call my friends to scold you? and then start complaining to him.......if you love him, please don't hide anything from him or change stories....which everyone knows what you're doing.....
I'm typing this in my blog because you don't seem to understand whats going on....yes he's having a hard time.....i know that,who don't?!!! you know best what he's doing, there's nothing you need to worry about.....he told you everything.....
you said "DID I EVEN CALL YOU A BITCH? IF I DID THEN SORRY LAR! I WAS PISSED WERT? ISH! YOU PEOPLE JUST CAN'T STOP".....excuse me!!!
you're asking people if you did call me a bitch? then you said if? well the fact is you did call me a bitch.....
there's once you said,"YOU THINK YOU FORM 5 YOU VERY BIG AR? FUCK OFF LA BITCH!!!"are you referring to the GUYS that you said stare cock at you?? or bitch/me??
well you're smart enough to delete the post,
and make everyone think i started it......
*clap* *clap*......nice try....
FYI: BITCH= FEMALE DOG, is only for females, i don't think you're that dumb until you don't know what that is.....and say referring to form 5 GUYS are a bitch??.....hmmm...........right.....
I'm sorry for what my friends did.....but if it wasn't because of you STARTED it in your blog they won't do a single shit, so do i......i love them, my friends and please mind you manners.......once again......
first of all,i didn't call my friends to scold you, they wanted to do that i DID STOP THEM.....like i said please respect your seniors.....if you care for him, PLEASE TREAT HIM RIGHT FOR ME......
i don't know what are you thinking.......you're talking bout, we don't know the real story?? are you referring to yourself my dear?? do you know my part of my story?? well at least i found out things about you is true! what about you???.....what makes you say that I'm the one who call my friends to scold you? and then start complaining to him.......if you love him, please don't hide anything from him or change stories....which everyone knows what you're doing.....
I'm typing this in my blog because you don't seem to understand whats going on....yes he's having a hard time.....i know that,who don't?!!! you know best what he's doing, there's nothing you need to worry about.....he told you everything.....
you said "DID I EVEN CALL YOU A BITCH? IF I DID THEN SORRY LAR! I WAS PISSED WERT? ISH! YOU PEOPLE JUST CAN'T STOP".....excuse me!!!
you're asking people if you did call me a bitch? then you said if? well the fact is you did call me a bitch.....
there's once you said,"YOU THINK YOU FORM 5 YOU VERY BIG AR? FUCK OFF LA BITCH!!!"are you referring to the GUYS that you said stare cock at you?? or bitch/me??
well you're smart enough to delete the post,
and make everyone think i started it......
*clap* *clap*......nice try....
FYI: BITCH= FEMALE DOG, is only for females, i don't think you're that dumb until you don't know what that is.....and say referring to form 5 GUYS are a bitch??.....hmmm...........right.....
I'm sorry for what my friends did.....but if it wasn't because of you STARTED it in your blog they won't do a single shit, so do i......i love them, my friends and please mind you manners.......once again......
P/S: DREW I'M SORRY IF I DISAPPOINT YOU THAT I COULDN'T STOP, because she starts it again......forgive me.....
i chat with a friend....an old friend for 5 hours......he asked me bout my relationship....
well,i told him how bad it turned out.....he got a shock haha......he told me that,seeing "HIM" and i together makes him happy because we're the cutest couple and is his favourite......hmm.....honestly speakin he's not the only one who said it........
he said that we're so perfect!!!!always play with each other, bullying, see each other everyday and NEVER get bored (in school,same class,after school,sometimes weekend) imagine that....always hang out with each other like no any other couples did..and its been more than 15 months we did this.....
his family and mine knows that we're together eventhough we're young...met his whole family and he met mine...thats not the worst part k,his friends are my friends and my friends are his friends.....my friends said he say that he thought we'll last long.......
i was thinkin no matter how perfect we so called were.......it'll end someday too........no matter how much i want to hold him right now.......
my mistake is seeing him everyday......if we didn't, we'll be with each other longer......
i told him that we argue a lot after i quit my activities....well he did make some sense into me by saying,which couple never did that before??? argueing.....there're worst......
there's a girl broke down and cry to him because of some stupid reason.....well i'm the one should be or her?? its been more than a year...even if i did cry will he still care??i guess everyone i know,knows the answer....
he and i been through so many things that i don't even want to think about it anymore.....i guess no one knows i gave him so many things that no one else did......i love him too much.......
how would it feel like to be in my position?? i don't think you want to imagine it at all....its too hurtfull......even i can't take it anymore.....
if you think i'm cruel and mean to you that i bullied a small girl, think bout it, i didn't fight back like how i did anymore k......whatever it is, i wish you both happiness.....i will definately back off.......is because i love you.......
turning to~tear drops of my guitar by taylor swift.
well,i told him how bad it turned out.....he got a shock haha......he told me that,seeing "HIM" and i together makes him happy because we're the cutest couple and is his favourite......hmm.....honestly speakin he's not the only one who said it........
he said that we're so perfect!!!!always play with each other, bullying, see each other everyday and NEVER get bored (in school,same class,after school,sometimes weekend) imagine that....always hang out with each other like no any other couples did..and its been more than 15 months we did this.....
his family and mine knows that we're together eventhough we're young...met his whole family and he met mine...thats not the worst part k,his friends are my friends and my friends are his friends.....my friends said he say that he thought we'll last long.......
i was thinkin no matter how perfect we so called were.......it'll end someday too........no matter how much i want to hold him right now.......
my mistake is seeing him everyday......if we didn't, we'll be with each other longer......
i told him that we argue a lot after i quit my activities....well he did make some sense into me by saying,which couple never did that before??? argueing.....there're worst......
there's a girl broke down and cry to him because of some stupid reason.....well i'm the one should be or her?? its been more than a year...even if i did cry will he still care??i guess everyone i know,knows the answer....
he and i been through so many things that i don't even want to think about it anymore.....i guess no one knows i gave him so many things that no one else did......i love him too much.......
how would it feel like to be in my position?? i don't think you want to imagine it at all....its too hurtfull......even i can't take it anymore.....
if you think i'm cruel and mean to you that i bullied a small girl, think bout it, i didn't fight back like how i did anymore k......whatever it is, i wish you both happiness.....i will definately back off.......is because i love you.......
turning to~tear drops of my guitar by taylor swift.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
truth reveal
i guess you told her everythin don't you?? you don't trust me anymore.....and it proved bout your feelings.....i dunno who she couple with because i don't remember his name and i didn't bother bout her.....the fact is she did do that.....all i care about is you.......bout the news it didn't spread to so many people.....only one....which is one person then the news spread to me.....and how could a person made up a story like that?? think bout it.....
its chair and not table.......
you trust someone who you know more than 2 years or less than a 2weeks? up to you....
i guess there's nothin to explain to my friends.....because what you did is bad........the deep feeling inside me hurts me so much that i don't want any further news bout you and her....
its chair and not table.......
you trust someone who you know more than 2 years or less than a 2weeks? up to you....
i guess there's nothin to explain to my friends.....because what you did is bad........the deep feeling inside me hurts me so much that i don't want any further news bout you and her....
Friday, June 13, 2008
memories......=)
(everyone)
(my stunt group)champions=D
(ready position)
(practising)
(miss yee teng!!!)muax
(he was there for me too)thankz
i miss cheer so much!!!! BB GYM AND ULTIMATE CHEER HERE I COME after my trials lol muahahahah!!!!!
always remember that i miss you guys k.......specially my stunt group,DJ-IANS, coach and you yee teng!!!!muaxiez.....
tata for now!!!xoxo
my dear,why bother losing so many of my friends??? you've got all your new friends which makes your life better isn't it???well that's how u react
is not that i didn't lose any friends too.....
hmm......they're my girl friends i love them and they love me,so what if they're older or much more mature???
you're not alone,you'll never walk alone...you got your guy friends too k...my girls know I'm even more hurtful than you are because you don't love me anymore.......they never hate you my dear.....but don't you think what you did was wrong??by just talking....although nothin else.....i did try to trust you I still do....
if you're lookin at my blog......if only you bother see..........
anyway I'll make it up to you........I'll do as you say......I'm not a "DESPERADO" that will always annoy you.....don't worry.....
whatever I'll do I'll keep it to myself this time.......
(work hard) belly ring here i come!!!!muahahahahAha~taken by my baby lil shermaine~
i'm gonna miss you but I'VE got to get a move on with my life.......i guess that's just the way it has to go........
is not that i didn't lose any friends too.....
hmm......they're my girl friends i love them and they love me,so what if they're older or much more mature???
you're not alone,you'll never walk alone...you got your guy friends too k...my girls know I'm even more hurtful than you are because you don't love me anymore.......they never hate you my dear.....but don't you think what you did was wrong??by just talking....although nothin else.....i did try to trust you I still do....
if you're lookin at my blog......if only you bother see..........
anyway I'll make it up to you........I'll do as you say......I'm not a "DESPERADO" that will always annoy you.....don't worry.....
whatever I'll do I'll keep it to myself this time.......
(work hard) belly ring here i come!!!!muahahahahAha~taken by my baby lil shermaine~
i'm gonna miss you but I'VE got to get a move on with my life.......i guess that's just the way it has to go........
Thursday, June 12, 2008
thats me=)
(MY SWEETEST MOMENT)
( IT FINALLY ENDED)
(SAD??)
yeah haha...after 1 year 3 months
together....
finally found out all his white lies
no wonder he treats me weird...
i'm ain't that dumb come on......
(time to stop my nonsense)
(BETTER NOT LET ANYONE ELSE KNOW)=D
(LETS MOVE ON!!!)
(TIME TO SPEND TIME WITH UR CLOSEST PERSON)
(SAME OLD ROUTINE THAT WILL NEVER END)
(SCHOOL,FRIENDS WHO MAKES ME HAPPY)
(3 DAYS FOR NOT EATING LOOK HAHA!!!)
P/S: come on small fart=).......
you call me to fuck off and a bitch??
excuse me???
think bout it......
i didn't even do anything to you...........LOL.......
you're so naive and childish......
i dumbed him first before you came in the picture.....
he's all yours now! i don't care k........
so stop acting drama-Rama.........
and make it as if i bullied you.....
make a big deal out of it....
which is not even true......
all i did was seeing who you are small fry.......
GIVE ME SOME RESPECT PLEASE!!!!
AT LEAST I DIDN'T STARE COCK AT YOU
AND CALL YOU TO FUCK OFF AND A BITCH....
i didn't lose anything good anyway......
ATLEAST ME!!! JODIE CHEONG YIMEI.....GOT MANNERS.....what about you???
adios=)
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
ALL THE THINGS YOU HIDE FROM ME!!!
ALL THE SHIT THAT YOU DO!!!!
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be........
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done!!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess i'm not the only one who've been through this......even this song lyric says it all........
bout today what i did........haha!!!! i went and watch a movie with my dear of course!!!! I WATCHED THE HAPPENING!!!!! it was kinda disgusting and scary......but it was a not bad movie with no ending......you got to understand the last part really hard........thats all for today!!!nitez
~yimei~
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
ALL THE THINGS YOU HIDE FROM ME!!!
ALL THE SHIT THAT YOU DO!!!!
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be........
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done!!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess i'm not the only one who've been through this......even this song lyric says it all........
bout today what i did........haha!!!! i went and watch a movie with my dear of course!!!! I WATCHED THE HAPPENING!!!!! it was kinda disgusting and scary......but it was a not bad movie with no ending......you got to understand the last part really hard........thats all for today!!!nitez
~yimei~
well......its been a long time since i went blogging...not in a mood because so many things happened.....
from what i've experienced ,girls listen up....NEVER COUNT ON YOUR BOY FRIENDS TO DO ANYTHIN FOR YOU....
i'll tell you why.....first of all, guys or your boyfriend usually got jealous when you perform here and there,then makes you quit and also say you don't spend enough time am i right??what i'm trying to say is make yourself busy and take some space for yourself too....what you do,you should not stop!!!! i meant not always keeping yourself busy 24/7....atleast 4 times a week......
i'm telling you this because when you quit everything for your guy...you'll feel lonely and boring because you got no more activities,then you start counting on him to be right beside you....because of your loneliness ....trust me....they'll think you're irritating and annoying because you kept bugging him even if he say we (GIRLS) don't spend enough time with him......so i advice you not to quit your daily activities for him......NEVER!!!!!.....
he'll might be with you 24/7 after making you quit.......but not for long.......always remember that!!!! after that he'll start to change and treats you weird because he thinks you're not giving him any spaces...... that shows how much "he understand you although you did things to make him happy"......thats not the worst part babes.......the worst part is it'll also be a bad habit for yourself too....because you'll always want to spend time with him to make yourself better.....
GUYS ARE SELFISH!!!THEY'LL MAKE YOU QUIT YOUR ACTIVITIES AND THEN AFTER THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU KEPT COUNTING ON HIM FOR NOT GETTING BORED.......like i said don't count your boyfriend to do anythin for you.....guys like that should LEARN TO TRUST YOU......he can do his stuff why can't we???
boyfriends who got jealous but didn't make you quit......thats a good thing......because he understands you and know you love your hobby very much........learn not to count on anyone but yourself!!!
p/s: from what i've experienced,i didn't stop him from going anywhere.....all i want was he'll keep his promises,and come in time that is all......imagine he hang out so late.....sleep late and promised you to come in time....after putting your make up,dressed up nicely for him end up disappointed why?? because he always come 4 hours later........i quited my things for him......he did spend time with me for a month but ended up things got worst....always argue,treats you different.....him telling white lies,full with disappointments.......lastly,feelings faded.....break up.....
from what i've experienced ,girls listen up....NEVER COUNT ON YOUR BOY FRIENDS TO DO ANYTHIN FOR YOU....
i'll tell you why.....first of all, guys or your boyfriend usually got jealous when you perform here and there,then makes you quit and also say you don't spend enough time am i right??what i'm trying to say is make yourself busy and take some space for yourself too....what you do,you should not stop!!!! i meant not always keeping yourself busy 24/7....atleast 4 times a week......
i'm telling you this because when you quit everything for your guy...you'll feel lonely and boring because you got no more activities,then you start counting on him to be right beside you....because of your loneliness ....trust me....they'll think you're irritating and annoying because you kept bugging him even if he say we (GIRLS) don't spend enough time with him......so i advice you not to quit your daily activities for him......NEVER!!!!!.....
he'll might be with you 24/7 after making you quit.......but not for long.......always remember that!!!! after that he'll start to change and treats you weird because he thinks you're not giving him any spaces...... that shows how much "he understand you although you did things to make him happy"......thats not the worst part babes.......the worst part is it'll also be a bad habit for yourself too....because you'll always want to spend time with him to make yourself better.....
GUYS ARE SELFISH!!!THEY'LL MAKE YOU QUIT YOUR ACTIVITIES AND THEN AFTER THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU KEPT COUNTING ON HIM FOR NOT GETTING BORED.......like i said don't count your boyfriend to do anythin for you.....guys like that should LEARN TO TRUST YOU......he can do his stuff why can't we???
boyfriends who got jealous but didn't make you quit......thats a good thing......because he understands you and know you love your hobby very much........learn not to count on anyone but yourself!!!
p/s: from what i've experienced,i didn't stop him from going anywhere.....all i want was he'll keep his promises,and come in time that is all......imagine he hang out so late.....sleep late and promised you to come in time....after putting your make up,dressed up nicely for him end up disappointed why?? because he always come 4 hours later........i quited my things for him......he did spend time with me for a month but ended up things got worst....always argue,treats you different.....him telling white lies,full with disappointments.......lastly,feelings faded.....break up.....